ShinRa Daily Journal Journal Entry 157Well, I never really know what to write in these but ShinRa ordered us to write one every time we return from a mission. I met a SOLDIER today, named Zack. I was shy to talk to him at first but I found out that he's a country boy like me. It's the first time that I've been reminded of home, reminded of her... We managed to get out okay thanks to Zack. I think, if I was as strong as him I'd be able to protect her. He's exactly the kind of guy I want to be when I finally make it into SOLDIER. Back then, I was trying to impress her, get her to finally notice me. I think what I really want now, is to be loyal to our promise......He stared at the page in his journal as he let out a sigh. "Guess this is too personal for a Journal entry" He tore out the page, crumbling it up and tossing it in the trash.
Kairi WaitsThe sounds of ocean waves against the shore.They look the same as the always do.but.... They seem different. Maybe it's because you aren't here.But who are you?I know someone was here with me.But when I try to rememberI can't...Riku is gone too.Maybe you're with him?All I know is that I feel alone.Maybe you'll come back one day."I'm thinking of you, wherever you are"I don't remember your face...or your name.But it starts with an "S"
Maybe...You know how they say "You don't realize what you have until you lose it?"That works with friends too.We often wonder why we have to say goodbye....Maybe it's fate...Maybe things just happen for a reason.Maybe we say goodbye so that one day we can say hello again....again.... We'll see each other again.Nothing lasts forever.... Not even friendship.But we're not friends....Family...Cause in the end... family is all we have. Strength is a form of love in a way...Maybe because love makes us stronger?Or maybe cause you fight to be loved.Maybe you just don't see it.You don't have to fight for love....It's all around you...You have to fight for yourself now.You might be far away...Maybe you've been gone for awhile now.You just haven't realized it yet....Find yourself...Then I'll find you.Things may never be the same.But no one said life was easy.Life is a never ending battle.But you don't have to fight alone....<
Not so PrettyI'm a not so pretty girlI've lived a not so pretty lifeIn a not so pretty worldI seen not so pretty thingsand not so pretty people.Not so pretty skiesand not so pretty eyes.Not so pretty heartsNot so pretty smiles.So many not so pretty thingsI could tell you all of themBut in a not so pretty worldI found a love for him.....
Comfortable Silences Ch.3It was almost 8 in the morning and neither of us had gotten out of bed. Despite the late hour, we both continued sleeping in the same bed without disturbing each other. The sun's rays fell into the room which made Tifa opened her eyes because of the glare. When she cleared her vision, her eyes widened when she saw that me sleeping in her bed. At that time, she probably would have reacted violently and would have kicked me out; but it was the opposite. For some reason, she kept looking at me, carefully, studying each of my features. I guess it was unusual to see me so vulnerable, so she laid her head back on the pillow to watch me sleep.She suddenly brought her hand up to meet my face and caressed my cheek, gently. I instantly opened my eyes when I felt her touch and my vision was a bit blurry at first but then I could see her face. She was staring at me with those big eyes of her’s and she smiled warmly.“Good Morning, sleepy head,” she said softly.I blinked a few t